Going to any class
first period proves a struggle for high schoolers as our beds become increasingly
more comfortable the older we get. Waking up has always challenged me as my mom
used to physically drag me out of bed. I have progressively gotten better with
only a few yanks from mom, yet I still struggle to process that people mandate
me to go to school so early. As I wake up every morning, my only motivation to
get out of bed flashes on the screen of my phone; an alarm that reads that I
cannot arrive late to AP English. Hearing the annoying ringtone reminds me that
I should not press the snooze button ten more times because I have something to
get up for. While the internal conflict between the semicircle of desks and my
bed that occurs every morning continues to prove a daily struggle, I never fail
to get up and take my place in the seventh seat on the left. This quarter, Ms.
Seresnky’s English class has encouraged me to set priorities for myself and has
taught me to find something in life to motivate me to get up rather than hit
the snooze just one more time. In the world today, people tend to do what they
want to do rather than what they need to, resulting in an unproductive and
generally lazy society. If our world had to go to first period AP English then
I think everyone would function a little differently. The world would finally
understand the heart-pounding fear of desks in straight rows and pens unexpectedly
running out of ink and the question of the contents of a soapstone would never
arise again. In addition to new fears and facts learned, I believe that people
would also learn the importance of self motivation and the ability to honor a commitment
by not sleeping through the class. This skill will undoubtedly help me as I
continue my struggle to wake up in college. Without my mom pulling the covers
back or the looming threat of having truancy filed on me, finding the
motivation to attend an eight AM class would have the old Blythe pressing
snooze and going back to bed. Yet with the skills that Ms. Serensky has taught
me this quarter and from experiencing first period English, new Blythe will use
this newfound self motivation to get out of bed and pursue more important
things than just ten more minutes.
When working until midnight studying for a test or finishing a project, I also find myself questioning if I should go to school late the next day. However, before this dream progresses I remind myself that I cannot miss AP English. Lately I have even questioned if a field trip trumps AP English 12. When in doubt I just ask myself: "Do I want to write a paragraph to make up for class or should I just wake up on time?"
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